I am 21 weeks (going to 22 wk soon) and I guess I feel pretty ok recently compare to my days for the last 4 months. Once a while, I still vomiting, but not as frequent as before. Alhamdullilah. Which means I have to watch out what I eat since my appetite is getting better now. My weight also has gained – during the last visit was 53kg (tp rasa dah naik lagi ni!).

Obviously, people can see my stomach already. When I entered the class last Monday (first day for this sem), I could see their eyes were looking at my tummy, ceh! This time my tummy is bigger compare to my first pregnancy, I guess it is because of the 2 ‘karung’ and of course, the fat that I have developed all these years! Hahaha..yelah bukan zaman anak dara lagi…

However, it’s difficult for me to find a suitable outfit. The maternity wear is not yet suitable for me. Even I bought ‘S’ size, it is still too big for me. But all my normal clothes MEMANG tak muat! Luckily, I found MotherClub in KLCC, very comfortable, affordable and yang penting muat untuk aku I went also to see ModernMum’s but not only not-trendy but too big for me. Last time I bought MikiMum’s, which was ok but this time pun tak sesuai. Ada jugak baju yang aku beli from South China Sea, beli yang sederhana besar, so bolehlah aku pakai. Anyway, baju kurung aku semua memang boleh pakai lagi cuma kain dia lah..kena bukak zip adjust skit.

For me, it’s important to look good and to feel good during pregnancy. I’m having a problem with my self-esteem, so I do really need to look ‘cantik’ with my clothes. Tak tahulah, but I feel like not to see me in the mirror Salah satu sbb yang aku rasa membawa kepada perasaan ini ialah, maybe sebab aku tak ‘gemuk’…hahaha. Ohh, fyi biasanya orang pregnant ni akan gain weight, so pipi tembam skit, so nampaklah chubby + merah. Tapi aku lain pulak kes nya, berat turun, muka cengkung dan sangat2 pucat!! Heh, tapi takpe…janji baby sihat, and I’m getting better and trying to adapt this new situation.

Kali ni, memang banyak dugaan skit. Antaranya ialah kulit sangat kering dan keluar bintik2 merah, gatal. Ruam2 jugak banyak tumbuh di badanku dan jugak muka. Jerawat pun macam senang je nak tumbuh. Aiyak!! Tapi takpe, ni semua perkara biasa, I can handle it…Ada orang lagi macam2 or teruk2 kena.

Tido? Oh my sleeping beauty is no more beauty. The baby is quite active and I keep visiting the toilet at night. You just imagine, you are very very sleepy but could not sleep!

So mommies, camna? Getting pregnant? Susahnya? Takpe..memang susah skit tapi berbaloi. Allah Maha Berkuasa. DIA dah janji…setiap kesusahan itu akan diikuti dengan kesenangan. 2 kali DIA ulang dalam Surah Al-Insyirah (Alam Nasyrah) ayat 5-6. Pegi check;)

And for the youngsters (esp Khadijah, Adik, Adik Nisa, Bilah, Faiz, Ahmad, Farhan, uitt ramai pulak..aa sapa2 yang bacalah) jangan derhaka pada Ibu. Jangan buat ibu-bapa susah hati pasal kamu. Dahlah susah masa pregnant, nak lahirkan lagi..then nak jaga lagi…tup2 dah besar, melawan pulak. Ewah! (heh, akak nasihat aje..bukan ckp korang melawan..hahaha).

Nantilah aku letak gambar aku (heh, bila aku rasa dah comel skit:p). Till then…choww!

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